Thursday, January 4, 2024
How America Got So Mean
Tuesday, December 26, 2023
The Cross and the Machine
The Cross and the Machine
After years of atheism, I went searching for the truth. I found Buddhism, then witchcraft, and eventually, Christianity.
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One evening, I was sitting in the kitchen of the house in which our coven had its temple. We were about to go in and conduct an important ritual. As we got up to leave, I felt violently ill. I was dizzy, I was sick, I was lightheaded. Everyone noticed and fussed over me as I sat down, my face pale. I had an overpowering feeling that I should not go into the temple. I felt I was being physically prevented from doing it. Someone had staged an intervention.
After that, there was no escape. Like C. S. Lewis, I could not ignore “the steady, unrelenting approach of Him whom I so earnestly desired not to meet.” How much later was it that I was finally pinned down? I don’t remember. I was at a concert at my son’s music school. We were in a hotel function room, full of children ready to play their instruments and proud parents ready to film them doing it. I was just walking to my chair when I was overcome entirely. Suddenly, I could see how everyone in the room was connected to everyone else, and I could see what was going on inside them and inside myself. I was overcome with a huge and inexplicable love, a great wave of empathy, for everyone and everything. It kept coming and coming until I had to stagger out of the room and sit down in the corridor outside. Everything was unchanged, and everything was new, and I knew what had happened and who had done it, and I knew that it was too late. I had just become a Christian.
None of this is rationally explicable, and there is no point in arguing with me about it. There is no point in arguing with myself about it: I gave up after a while. This is not to say that my faith is irrational. In fact, the more I learned, the more Christianity’s story about the world and human nature chimed better with my experience than did the increasingly shaky claims of secular materialism. In the end, though, I didn’t become a Christian because I could argue myself into it. I became a Christian because I knew, suddenly, that it was true. The Angelus that was chiming in the abyss is silent now, for the abyss is gone. Someone else inhabits me.
I am not a joiner, but I accepted, eventually, that I would need a church. I went looking, and I found one, as usual, in the last place I expected. This January, on the Feast of Theophany, I was baptized in the freezing waters of the River Shannon, on a day of frost and sun, into the Romanian Orthodox Church. In Orthodoxy I had found the answers I had sought, in the one place I never thought to look. I found a Christianity that had retained its ancient heart—a faith with living saints and a central ritual of deep and inexplicable power. I found a faith that, unlike the one I had seen as a boy, was not a dusty moral template but a mystical path, an ancient and rooted thing, pointing to a world in which the divine is not absent but everywhere present, moving in the mountains and the waters. The story I had heard a thousand times turned out to be a story I had never heard at all.
Out in the world, the rebellion against God has become a rebellion against everything: roots, culture, community, families, biology itself. Machine progress—the triumph of the Nietzschean will—dissolves the glue that once held us. Fires are set around the supporting pillars of the culture by those charged with guarding it, urged on by an ascendant faction determined to erase the past, abuse their ancestors, and dynamite their cultural inheritance, the better to build their earthly paradise on terra nullius. Massing against them are the new Defenders of the West, some calling for a return to the atomized liberalism that got us here in the first place, others defending a remnant Christendom that seems to have precious little to do with Christ and forgets Christopher Lasch’s warning that “God, not culture, is the only appropriate object of unconditional reverence and wonder.” Two profane visions going head-to-head, when what we are surely crying out for is the only thing that can heal us: a return to the sacred center around which any real culture is built.
Up on the mountain like Moriarty, in the Maumturk ranges in the autumn rain, I had my own vision, terrible and joyful and impossible. I saw that if we were to follow the teachings we were given at such great cost—the radical humility, the blessings upon the meek, the love of neighbor and enemy, the woe unto those who are rich, the last who will be first—above all, if we were to stumble toward the Creator with love and awe, then creation itself would not now be groaning under our weight. I saw that the teachings of Christ were the most radical in history, and that no empire could be built by those who truly lived them. I saw that we had arrived here because we do not live them; because, as Auden had it:
We would rather be ruined than changed.
We would rather die in our dread
Than climb the cross of the moment
And let our illusions die.
It turns out that both the stuffy vicars and the trendy vicars were onto something: the Cross holds the key to everything. The sacrifice is all the teaching. I am a new and green pupil. I can talk for hours, but ideas will become idols in the blink of an eye. I have to pick up my cross and start walking.
How can I feel I have arrived home in something that is in many ways so foreign to me? And yet beneath the surface it is not foreign at all, but a reversion to the sacred order of things. I sit in a monastery chapel before dawn. There is snow on the ground outside. The priest murmurs the liturgy by the light of the lampadas, the dark silhouettes of two nuns chant the antiphon. There is incense in the air. The icons glow in the half-light. This could be a thousand years in the past or the future, for in here, there is no time. Home is beyond time, I think now. I can’t explain any of it, and it is best that I do not try.
I grew up believing what all modern people are taught: that freedom meant lack of constraint. Orthodoxy taught me that this freedom was no freedom at all, but enslavement to the passions: a neat description of the first thirty years of my life. True freedom, it turns out, is to give up your will and follow God’s. To deny yourself. To let it come. I am terrible at this, but at least now I understand the path.
In the Kingdom of Man, the seas are ribboned with plastic, the forests are burning, the cities bulge with billionaires and tented camps, and still we kneel before the idol of the great god Economy as it grows and grows like a cancer cell. And what if this ancient faith is not an obstacle after all, but a way through? As we see the consequences of eating the forbidden fruit, of choosing power over humility, separation over communion, the stakes become clearer each day. Surrender or rebellion; sacrifice or conquest; death of the self or triumph of the will; the Cross or the machine. We have always been offered the same choice. The gate is strait and the way is narrow and maybe we will always fail to walk it. But is there any other road that leads home?
Sunday, December 24, 2023
Meaning of Partridge in a Pear Tree
Meaning of Partridge in a Pear Tree
This is a Christmas Carol that has always fascinated me. What does a Partridge in a pear tree have to do with Christmas? From 1558 until 1829, Roman Catholics in Ireland and England were not permitted to practice their faith openly. Someone during that era wrote a carol as a catechism song for young Catholics. It has two levels of meaning; the surface meaning plus a hidden meaning known only to members of their church. Each element in the carol has a code for religious reality, which the children could remember .
A Partridge in a Pear Tree The partridge in a pear tree is Jesus, the Son of God. In the song, Christ is symbolically presented as a mother that feigns injury to decoy predators from her helpless nestlings, recalling the expression of Christ’s sadness over the date of Jerusalem: Luke 13:34-35 “O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, the one who kills the prophets and stones those who are sent to her! How often I wanted to gather your children together, as a hen gathers her brood under her wings …” In Summary:
- The turtle doves were the old and new testaments
- Three French hens stood for faith, hope and love
- The four calling birds were the four gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke & John
- The five golden rings recalled the Torah or Law, the first five books of the Old Testament
- The six geese a-laying stood for the six days of creation
- Seven swans a-swimming representing the sevenfold gifts of the Holy Spirit – Prophesy, Serving, Exhortation, Teaching, Contribution, Leadership and Mercy
- The eight maids a-milking were the eight beatitudes
- Nine ladies dancing were the nine fruits of the Holy Spirit – Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Goodness, Faithfulness, Gentleness and Self Control
- The ten lords a-leaping were the ten commandments
- The eleven pipers piping stood for the eleven faithful disciples
- The twelve drummers drumming symbolised the twelve points of belief in the Apostles Creed.
Thursday, September 14, 2023
Late / Great Planet Church
It’s not exactly news, but there are fewer people attending church now than before the pandemic. What we’re finding out now is just how big of a drop it was. According to a survey by the Cultural Research Center at Arizona Christian University, the percentage of people ages 39 to 57 who attended a worship service during the week, either in person or online, fell to 28% in 2023. That is down from 41% in 2020.
That.Is.A.Big.Drop.
So what happened?
Wednesday, August 16, 2023
Letter to Jesus - Profiles of the Disciples (Resumes)
Letter to Jesus
To: Jesus, Son of Joseph
Woodcrafter’s Carpenter Shop
Nazareth 25922
From: Jordan Management Consultants
Dear Sir:
Thank you for submitting the resumes of the twelve men you have picked for managerial positions in your new organization. All of them have now taken our battery of tests; and we have not only run the results through our computer, but also arranged personal interviews for each of them with our psychologist and vocational aptitude consultant.
The profiles of all tests are included, and you will want to study each of them carefully.
As part of our service, we make some general comments for your guidance, much as an auditor will include some general statements. This is given as a result of staff consultation, and comes without any additional fee.
It is the staff opinion that most of your nominees are lacking in background, education and vocational aptitude for the type of enterprise you are undertaking. They do not have the team concept. We would recommend that you continue your search for persons of experience in managerial ability and proven capability.
Simon Peter is emotionally unstable and given to fits of temper. Andrew has absolutely no qualities of leadership. The two brothers, James and John, the sons of Zebedee, place personal interest above company loyalty. Thomas demonstrates a questioning attitude that would tend to undermine morale. We feel that it is our duty to tell you that Matthew had been blacklisted by the Greater Jerusalem Better Business Bureau; James, the son of Alphaeus, and Thaddaeus definitely have radical leanings, and they both registered a high score on the manic-depressive scale.
One of the candidates, however, shows great potential. He is a man of ability and resourcefulness, meets people well, has a keen business mind, and has contacts in high places. He is highly motivated, ambitious, and responsible. We recommend Judas Iscariot as your controller and right-hand man. All of the other profiles are self-explanatory.
We wish you every success in your new venture.
Sincerely, Jordan Management Consultants
Eating Problems for Breakfast by Tim Hansel, Word Publishing, 1988, pp. 194-195
Gaining Trans-Sanity - Church & Culture J.E.White
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Monday, June 19, 2023
The Castle and the Wall (JEW)
The annual gathering of the Southern Baptist Convention (SBC) concluded last week having dealt with much on their plate: the election of a president, reporting (and lack thereof) of sexual abuse, and the financial mismanagement of seminaries.
But without a doubt the most attention was given to the disfellowshipping of a handful of churches who had women serving as pastors. One church was front and center: Saddleback Community Church, one of the largest and most influential SBC churches in recent history, pastored by arguably the most well-known SBC pastor in recent history until his recent retirement, Rick Warren.
The debate on this largely revolves around a single passage in Paul’s first letter to Timothy: “A woman should learn in quietness and full submission. I do not permit a woman to teach or to assume authority over a man; she must be quiet” (I Timothy 2:11-12, NIV).
Tuesday, April 11, 2023
The "Good" in Good Friday (Jim ERery White)
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Tuesday, February 21, 2023
Church of England Approves of Gay Marriage
Last week the Church of England approved blessings for gay couples. The three voting houses of bishops, clergy and laity voted on the proposal in an all-church body known as Synod. In a joint statement by Justin Welby, the Archbishop of Canterbury, and Stephen Cottrell, the Archbishop of York, “For the first time, the Church of England will publicly, unreservedly and joyfully welcome same-sex couples in church.” Separately, Cottrell added that same-sex couples “could now come to church and have that relationship acknowledged, celebrated and the couple receive a blessing.”
How can you simultaneously celebrate and bless a marriage in the name of God while maintaining that it is not, in fact, a biblical marriage that God would endorse? That isn’t just doublespeak. That is a form of blasphemy. You can only bless what God has affirmed should be blessed, and only celebrate what God has affirmed should be celebrated. Homoerotic activity, much less gay marriage, is morally wrong. That may not be a cultural truth, but it is a biblical truth
Thursday, February 2, 2023
Identity Politics: Guilt and the Scapegoat : Disappearance of Middle-Ground
America is Sick : Fear and Guilt
Identity Politics: Guilt and the Scapegoat | OFFICIAL ESSAY | Dr. Joshua Mitchell
Wednesday, January 18, 2023
The Trouble with Parables - Ten Minute Bible
Little Bit of Greek |
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"Jesus spoke all these things to the crowd in parables; he did not say anything to them without using a parable."
Last fall, Keith and I decided to teach a Bible study together. A priority was to pick a topic that was straightforward and easily organizable. Coordinating co-teaching is complicated, we wanted our subject matter to be simple.
Keith suggested Jesus's parables.......which, I now know, are the opposite of simple and straightforward.
Jesus's parables are SO hard to teach! First of all, experts are all over the place on what each parable means, so it's tough to figure out a starting place for your own study. Secondly, they are intentionally confusing. (Seriously!)
Parables are stories about the world designed to make you think (then rethink!). They don't fit neatly into systems because they're offering commentary on what Jesus is doing in the Kingdom of God-- which is a bit outside our human ability to comprehend.
Parables present a whole new way of seeing the world. They don’t answer the questions we bring to God, they tell us what we don't even know we need to know about how God and his creation work!
So how should you read this portion of the Bible? Remember three important things:
1. Jesus's parables further his mission to bring his kingdom. These confusing stories were the means by which Jesus ushered in his kingdom. They weren't illustrating abstract principles, they communicated God's heart to a waiting world, changing listeners' hearts in the process.
So instead of reading a parable asking "How does this apply to me?", start by investigating what the parable reveals about Jesus and his kingdom. This revelation will for sure have implications for you, but you're downstream from the story's main point.
2. Jesus's parables were delivered at a specific time and place. If Jesus had been born in 20th-century New York City, he'd surely have talked less about agriculture and more about...traffic? tourists? light pollution? (Idk, I'm from Missouri. I like the farm stories!
This means that to read the parables well, we need to understand the historical context and the original audience. Notice their recorded responses, interpretations, and follow-up questions. Resist the temptation to map your values and expectations onto the original audience’s experience.
3. Jesus's parables demand a response. By choosing to present info about the Kingdom of God as open-ended stories, Jesus invites his listener to engage with him and determine for themselves where they stand. When you read the parables, notice the effect they're having (on you and on the original hearers). Is it reminding, provoking, refining, confronting, disturbing?
When Jesus describes the kingdom, he makes pretty extraordinary claims→ positioning himself as the one who forgives sin and judges right from wrong, upsetting assumptions, challenging the status quo. For people who are really listening, a neutral response is not an option. Either they hear, believe, and their whole life changes. Or they walk away in denial.
The question stands. There's no middle ground when it comes to God's Kingdom. So, what do you say?
No neutral response doesn't mean 100% certainty! On Monday's episode, Keith discusses the role that doubt plays in the Christian faith: |
Sunday, December 11, 2022
Wednesday, November 23, 2022
TSBT - The Torah (One YEAR in the Torah
The TORAH
Ten Second Bible Talk (#TSBT)
This week on TMBT: the end of Deuteronomy!
Y'all. We made it through the Torah!!
That's 187 chapters across five books in the Bible!
(Who else discovered they'd been sleeping on Leviticus?
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To celebrate, we're taking a page from Spotify's book with Torah Wrapped. Check out some stats from our journey through the OT. I've also got a timely spiritual practice for y'all this week. 
TORAH Wrapped |
Way back in January 2022, TMBT started its journey through the Torah (and the TMBT Newsletter was born to help answer the question, 'What the heck is going on here?'). Between the podcast and the newsletter, we covered a lot of ground.
3 Truths from the Torah: Jensen's TMBT episode today provides a helpful time to reflect on what the Torah teaches us today. Here are three truths she identifies:
Listen to the full episode: Lessons From a Year in the Torah
Some "Wait, What? The Bible (especially the OT) def has tricky parts. Because we're separated from events in the Torah by language, culture, and time, it's tough to know what we don't know. This, in turn, makes it hard to know what to think about those seemingly problematic parts of the Bible.
To name a few:
Remember these two guiding principles as you seek to understand these strange parts:
Songs Studied: Music allows us to remember and internalize truths differently than we do when we read or hear about them. This means listening to songs about God and faith can help us learn in different ways.
Here are some songs we studied in the TMBT Newsletter:
Your Time in the Torah: If you kept up from the beginning of the Torah series, you listened to Ten Minute Bible Talks for 31 hours, 57 minutes, and 20 seconds!
Real talk: God is currently working through the time you spent learning about his word, changing your life. Keep it up!
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